My Journal and Diary
2014
December
Tuesday, December 16th, 2014
Learning to Trust
The last few days have been momentous. First there was the whole kerfuffle with Bishop Michael and Giuseppe, after the lessons and carols... I got this sense that a conversation had been going on about me behind my back.
Then we backed out of a trip with Jacob and Melanie that we couldn't really afford.
So right now I feel tired and emotional. It's a bit like I've been wrung through a roller, and don't know what to do with these feelings.
I hate letting people down, and putting others in a hard position, but sometimes there's nothing to be done about it. Lord, I give it all to you. Help me to trust you.