My Journal and Diary
2015
September
Wednesday, September 23rd, 2015
God, Our Provider
It's getting a little stressful that money is not coming in. I know I have things to do, like the RebelNoise website changes, but I still feel so nervous, I guess because money is just not inflowing at the same pace that it's outflowing. I wish there was some way to control the bleeding, but there's not. And winter is coming, with no money to buy heating pellets, and Joanne suggesting we improve our health by cleaning the furnace vents ($300). I just don't know how it will happen.
God, you are my Lord, my provider. I have tried to always say and believe that our control is an illusion. All we have comes form you and your mercy and generosity. Please continue to be faithful to me, like you always have been. Provide for us, I pray. Help me to live truthfully, honestly, openly, generously, faithfully, thankfully...
Amen.