My Journal and Diary
2015
October
Tuesday, October 27th, 2015
Who Is My Audience, Really?
Not much to say today. Yesterday I was so tired in the morning, I slept for an hour or two in the morning before doing much work.
Actually, now that I'm thinking about it, I did feel a little discouraged yesterday about my music and what-not. I guess I was thinking about my large body of work, and how little my friends or family care about it. I doubt if any of them know the words to any of the songs I've written, other than maybe "In His Steps." It makes me sad, because I want to be celebrated by my family. I'll take any celebration by anyone at this point, which is pitiful. I want this to be about God, not about me.
And yet there are people, like Joan on Facebook, or Cheryl's mom Norma, who are encouraging people. I like them, and I'm going to try to lift them up more the way they lift me up.
Lord, help me to not be vain, but to server You only, my audience of one.