My Journal and Diary
2015
November
Monday, November 30th, 2015
I Need You
Good afternoon, Lord.
Today is the 30th of November, so I can deposit the cheques for lessons today. I'm pretty nervous about future finances, Lord. We are so tight financially, and I have no jobs on the horizon. Please provide Lord! I need to feed my family. I know that all I have comes from you. I trust you to provide. As I write songs for you, and spend time with ServiceBuilder, or other potential income streams, I feel stressed that I'm wasting my time. Please provide Lord, and be faithful to me, dear Lord, maker of the universe. You are all I have. I need you, I need your provision, for I am not able to look after myself.
All morning, for the last 4 and a half hours, all I have done is record this Psalm that I spent four or five hours writing yesterday! And I spent other time building into relationships and being like Jesus here on this earth. I want to believe, but you know my heart, and how poor my faith is. I hang onto you like a thread... I need you Lord.
I love you Lord. Don't forget me.
Jason