My Journal and Diary
2016
March
Wednesday, March 16th, 2016
Stressful Day
Yesterday was a stressful day--today kind of too.
Money is always the point of stress. I kind of hate living in this society that depends so much on the exchange of goods. Isn't there more to life than swapping? I do this for you, you pay me that. You do this for me, I pay you that.
I get it--if it wasn't for this approach, most of my time would be just finding food or defending my stuff. But it's got so huge; with big houses, and lots of toys, trips all over the world, fancy food from other countries; I'd love to have a shot at just living and surviving. :-/
Since taking this part time job, I feel like so much of my life is out of control. I have no time to write and record music, I maybe waste too much time though, like with these three laptops I bought for 50 bucks. I should have just said "too bad" when Rosie broke her tablet, and left it at that.
Well, three laptops for 50 bucks is still a deal, even if I only get one out of it-- mom might be able to use the keys from the IBM for her keyboard, and there's an extra power pack too. LOL
I'm trying Lubuntu on the Dell laptop now- just rebooting. After a lot of headaches with the last Ubuntu installation and the stupid wireless card on this machine, I'm crossing my fingers that it will all work.
God, you are good, and you are always providing. Help me to enjoy the time I have left on this earth.